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Junior Member
Join Date: Feb 2010
Posts: 3
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I am deeply sorry for the trouble I have caused some of you. I already have talked to some of you in-game about this issue but I feel it is necessary to apologize to the guild as a whole. My idiotic post I made a few months back was null and completely unnecessary. You see at that time I was in a deep depression and was suffering from severe OCD and Anxiety. I was not taking my meds and WoW was taking over my life. I was getting worse day by day and just digging my hole deeper. Though it was the wrong way to go about things, I decided to pull the plug on WoW and wanted to cut all my connections and contacts associated with the game. I made a harsh post, lost friendships with people who really did make the game enjoyable for me, and disrespected them. I did all of that because I never wanted to come back to the game or have even the slightest reason to. But it was selfish and wrong, very wrong, and I apologize.
Several months later and after some serious rehab I have gotten my life back on track. I am going to a psychiatrist, taking my meds, living and enjoying life, and just having a great time. I even got back into WoW with some real life friends and play casually now. Something I never thought I would do again but am able to because of my current state of being and self control. After a few months of playing casually and school calming down a bit. I decided to join a casual raiding guild. Crypt Friends of Destromath. I've made new friends here and have been enjoying it. It makes me sad that I threw something wonderful just like this away because of my own stupidity and personal problems that I let get in the way. So Crisis, if you will, forgive me for what I have done. I am truly, deeply, sorry. I don't expect everyone to accept my apology after the things I've said. But it hurts me too much to keep this balled up inside of me. As for those of you who have forgiven me after talking in-game, I thank you and appreciate it. I really do. I would love to stay in contact with some old friends and mend some broken bridges. But I am leaving the ball in your court and letting you decide on how you wish to handle this. If you do not wish to speak to me ever again I understand. Or if you wish to talk to me I am more than willing to do so. I just want to wish everyone a wonderful, long lived life. Appreciate what you have now, because there is no saying in what tomorrow brings us. You have all made this game an experience I will never forget. Best Wishes, Steven (Knighz) |
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Guild Member
Join Date: Oct 2008
Posts: 446
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Everyone goes through their mid-WoW Crisis sooner of later and you become just another casualty. It's good to hear you have sorted some demons out in your life. You we're always a great raider even though you rubbed a few people the wrong way. As someone who has gone through much of what you have described I can sympathize with you, and hope you find again what you once had wherever it may be.
oh, almost forgot... Access deKnighz! <3
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Senior Member
Join Date: Apr 2009
Posts: 1,040
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Glad to hear your alright and sorted everything out kid.
Keep a open mind on every situation, what you see is not always exactly how it really is and you shouldn't act on it abruptly. You wrong me along with many others but it takes a big man to admit and apologize. Best of Lucks IRL -LH |
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Guild Member
Join Date: Oct 2008
Posts: 413
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Even though I pretty much gave you nothing but shit, I really didn't hate you, it's just how I am.
ps. hi dual glaives |
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Guild Officer
Join Date: Sep 2008
Posts: 2,108
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And Knighz, you know I already forgave you in-game. Mad <3's bro. |
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Guild Member
Join Date: Sep 2008
Posts: 908
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Guild Member
Join Date: Sep 2008
Posts: 247
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